the man

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3J'08


i'll die for

C902
new laptop
new earphones
upgraded laptop

likes

you
you
you

loathes

posers
hypocrites
cowards
assholes

the people

Farahin♥
Faridzuan
Elizabeth
Huijun
josh
hasif
mardiah
farhan/hairi
jasmine
merilyn
BoonYee
3J
Fahmy
Derick
Liyu
Daniel Tay
Nigel
kenneth
paul

July 2006 August 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 February 2008 March 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 June 2009 September 2009 November 2009 December 2009

crossroads; dafont

gahh,
it seems to me,
that everytime i screw up
the ones i love suffer most.
dammit.
but now its a lil too late,
this shall not happpen again.

and yeah, i've had it up to my head
with being your punching bag.
all i ever get when you're home is shit.
why can't i be 20 and working at night?
so that you can find another victim.
the wall prolly?
try not to bring your damned problems home will ya?
we've all had enough.
if you think just cos i screwed up
you can fuck my life up,
for shits sake you're wrong.
we've all got feelings dammit.
i shall endure this as much as i possibly can,
but don't go overboard.
everything has a damned limit.
remember the last time?

so i'd be going out,
like finally.
wanna buy that bag laa.
but i'm money-less.
and the best part,
i didn't spend at all.
wtf.

and and,
time isnt on our side is it?
passes so slowly when i'm away from you
yet so quick when i'm with you

this nightmare won't last long,
are you scared to sing this song?
i'm right here by your side,
and tonight we'd have this chance.

sunrise sunset would you wash away the rain?
sunrise sunset would you wash away the pain?
don't be scared, we'll make this work.

well,
till the next time i stick my ass on this chair,
and keep my eyes glued to this darn screen,
goodbye


dammit.
myes were screwed.
and now i'm screwed.
sorry you have to suffer.
suffer for my mistakes.
but, i swear
i'll work sth out.
no worries.
cheer up dear.

so i can't go for soccer.
wow, amazing.
might as well ban me from ncc right?
and we soccer dudes are actually training.
we're training so that we can come back stronger.
stronger than this year.
where we succumbed to pressure and lost.

but i guess i'd have to face the consequences.
consequences i never saw coming.
coming this hard rather.

and its the damned holidays.
we can't see each other so often.
D:

i already miss you can.
and where would i be on our first month?
in the sea. =.=

well,
till the next time.
you're loved.


okayy,
kayaking alone after a long time aint something to look forwad to.
was worn out after the second round.
darn it.
hafta get back the fitness i had last year.

and adam didnt turn up on thursday.
so much for meeting at bedok at 8.
the trip was a total waste of time,
eating lunch was forgettable too.
tom yum that tasted unlike tom yum.
went to masjid sultan.

trashed hairi in fifa '06,
soccer-ed the remaining of the day away
looking for places to play,
like nomads,
until settling at simpang.

and chris,
try to be punctual the next time.
dont come at 0811 when you said 0800.

so yeah tdy was kayaking day,
nth much interesting.
other than the fact that part c's took the training.

so yeah, that's about all for now.

So its onto the next ones now
A fresh start, some new blood
Catch them unaware
Strike deep with double edged tales
Of your historic suffering
Now youve won them over
Its time to sew the seeds of your only nature
Deceit


okayy,
don't start asking me why i suddenly started blogging again.
got bored i suppose.

well,
the weeks been awesome,
especially tuesday.
go figure.
;D

and ironman was watched today.
pretty okay i guess.
but it could have been better.

so chinatown trip is tomorrow,
not looking forward to it.
and there's kayaking on saturday
even better.

exams are over finally over and i swear i'm not looking forward to results.
it would definitely affect my holidays.

ahh well, what's done is done.

till the next time,

I live my life in misery
I'd sacrifice this world to hold you
No breath left inside of me
Shattered glass keeps falling
-say goodnight by bfmv


ahh, i'm back.
let's go on and pen the darned thoughts.
if you don't wanna read, then go click that little red x on your top right hand corner.
your hypocritical presence don't make things better.

ah well, you totally deserved what happened the other day.
i've been waiting for a day like that.
and it ain't my fault that you never thought of doing what i did aye.

the week was okay, other than a few incidents here and there.
and well, may seems like its gonna be a great month for me.
;D

been rather high and happy lately,
i seriously dont know why.
then again,
some people have got on my wrong side
and try to piss the living ... out of me,
but i'm still holding onto that wee bit of patience.

gahh, falling sick again.-.-
but i've found the greatest cure,
and codenames are fun.
;D
go figure.

oh well, staring at the screen at 0107 hrs aint that fun,
and my eyes are staying shut,
still hafta go for that obs check up
and get medicine
prolly study,

so yeah,
till the next time.
in a year, a month, a week or a day.
who knows?

tonight will be the night that i will fall for you,
over again,
don't make me change my mind,
i won't live to see another day,
i swear it's true,
because a girl like you is impossible to find.
-fall for you; secondhand serenade